There is one thing that I keep thinking and dreaming about lately and that is owning a pair of designer jeans. Right now I could care less about the health benefits or how good I will feel (okay I do care but come on lets talk vanity for a minute), it is thinking more along the lines of...will my ass look as good in these jeans as this? LOL!
I knew I would be happier if I was thinner and healthier but honestly I had no idea how happy this would make me feel. I no longer struggle with day to day tasks and decisions as this new lifestyle is just that...a lifestyle. It is second nature, feels like I have been doing it for years, and the best part about all of this is that I did it. I accomplished something that I never thought I could. I never thought I would be dreaming about designer jeans when I could barely get through making a good choice at a restaurant and worrying about the consequences the next day. I never thought I would be posting a picture of the space between my thighs and being over the moon excited about it. I am seriously loving every second of it.
Right now I am only 15 pounds away from what I weighed in HS which was 13 or 14 years ago. My goal weight at this time is 140 and I just know I can get there. One hundred and forty pounds. It looks and sounds just as good as the ass in those ^^^jeans^^^. I am stuck in one helluva dream and I never plan on leaving.
