I have no idea what was wrong with me or maybe I should say what is wrong with me but it is what it is.
The days of eating donuts and cupcakes are over for me and I have decided once again to go back on the HCG. I seriously can't stand back and forth decisions about dieting/weight loss so I am annoyed at myself for even doing this. I just want to yell at myself to pick a plan and stick with it already. I mean how hard can that be? Where is my self control?
I know it isn't good to beat yourself up but dude, I deserve a total beating at this point. It will only last through today and then I will be over it and ready to be Positive Polly. I have asked a group of friends that I am on Facebook with to help me out and give me tough love when I need it. Nobody needs to be coddled in the weight loss world especially when I have come this far.
It is time to pull my head out of my ass and freaking do this already! I am running out of time before I do IVF and I need to get moving. Nothing is worse than a bunch of excuses so I don't plan on giving any, I plan on going back to what I know and being the strong person I am because...
Just change the word YEAR to MONTH and yup I will be asking myself this same exact question if I don't just do it.
I am not thrilled to be back on the HCG diet but I know it works and even if it is slower weight loss than what I have had in the past it is a helluva lot better than gaining or not losing at all.
As my Dad would say,
Quit dinkin' around Mick!
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